February 2011
Feb 1st
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What if you died in a few hours?
Would you say that you lived a good life even though you were young? Maybe it would go along the lines of “I lived a good enjoyable amount, and I am content with it.” Wrong answer. You’d be lying to yourself because you know damn right that you are not happy with all that you’ve done. The thoughts of things you wish you have done come to mind, and you regret. Secretly in...
Feb 1st
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Location:@_darbear’s house Associates: @_darbear, @cassiepoodles, @onmyownhype, Junjun, and Luke (the sweet random little boy who was biking back home.)  “Will you be my Valentine even though you’re already my boyfriend?” 1.31.11
Feb 1st
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Feb 1st
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Just because he's my boyfriend, doesn't mean I...
I had him hang out at my best friend’s house. From there, my friends and me chalked up the drive way saying “Jaron, will you be my valentine.” A random boy showed up and insisted to help us. I then ran over to his house, gave him silly string and thanked him. Then I hid at the side of the house as my boyfriend read the message. Embarrassed, he went back inside the garage, but I...
Feb 1st
girls who ask guys to be their Valentine.
jumpkid923: jamiedelatorre: mad props. i would LOVE if a girl asked me to be there valentine. lol I’m tired of wasting my money for no reason… </3 That’s wussup. I feel accomplished :]
Feb 1st
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January 2011
Living through a near death experience.
It’s thrilling. You suffer through the anxiety that everything would be finally over. No redo’s or the time to ponder ‘what if’. It’s all about the moment and realizing that the present is now. That at that moment you’ll die and the thought’s on surviving don’t even come to mind. Its the near death experiences that causes you to wake up appreciating...
Jan 31st
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Jan 31st
“I felt like destroying something beautiful.”
– Fight club
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Fear.
Leave it behind. It develops from putting value into a specific matter. Whether it be materialistic or internal. By being able to detach yourself from things that will hold you back, takes hard work. It takes the willingness to pursue and drive to do the impossible. But not only that, it also requires you to throw out the ideas of any form of consequences.  
Jan 31st
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"It's only after we've lost everything that we're...
Because from there we just don’t give a fuck anymore. No more strings attached to worry about. It’s as simple as that. 
Jan 31st
Why do they put oxygen masks on planes?
Not so you can breathe. Oxygen gets you high. In a catastrophic emergency, you’re taking giant panicked breaths. Suddenly you become euphoric, docile. You accept your fate. It’s all right here. Emergency water landing - 600 miles an hour. Blank faces, calm as Hindu cows.
Jan 30th
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When you have insomnia, you're never really...
Jan 30th
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Happy Birthday to one of my favorite music...
jonnotsopresh: The man himself, MR. RAGER a.k.a. Scott Mescudi. 
Jan 30th
I enjoy the rain and all,
But I can only hope that it stops raining by Monday. I need white puffy clouds, blue skies, and sun. Maybe also a random adventure too. 
Jan 30th
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dracometeors: I don’t think I’m better than him; I just think you deserve better. When you talk, he doesn’t really listen. He may nod or shake his head, but he’s not really responding to you. He doesn’t take you seriously. He tries to mend all your worries with a joke and a smirk, and that’s only covering the problem, not fixing it. He does what he wants to do instead of what he should do. He...
Jan 30th
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Focus.
I just cant drift away from my daydreams. My mind goes into a frenzy and I completely space out. I lose control of my focus, and I literally need to shake my head clear the heavy fog of distraction. Words no longer process clearly, and my eyes become hazy. I just feel so lost within myself that within all the confusion, I feel totally and completely in peace. 
Jan 30th
Jan 30th
I am always in this twilight in the shadow of your...
Jan 30th
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They say if you eat a lot of ice cream it cant...
But it does numb it so you can’t feel the pain anymore. Because it’ll clog your arteries and slow your heart beat.  I don’t want ice cream, I want frozen yogurt. Even on cold days, or late at night. 
Jan 29th
I come off as a cold hard hearted bitch, but I'm...
I regret it sometimes. 
Jan 29th
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Jan 29th
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Today was lovely.
It was all around good. Fridays just finish off the weekdays perfectly. 
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I was like, "Why am I attracted to players?"
msteez-: She goes: “Cause you’re one too, and players like players. You’re just trying to find someone who’s on your level. And you love the challenge.”
Jan 29th
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I think you're,
“Swagalicious”
Jan 29th
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Enlightenment.
I feel better about myself in general. I’ve come to the conclusion that I am who I am, and I’m fully content with that. I acknowledge my potential, but I’m still in working progress to obtain it. I’m happy with who I am, and somewhat pleased with my appearance. If I wanted to change, I can. I just have to realize that changing is what I want. That it’s not for someone...
Jan 28th
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Its ridiculous.
Seeing people talk about “Dear future Girlfriend or Boyfriend” we’ll blah blah this, and blah blah that. Honestly, why would you already plan something out that hasn’t even come close to occurring yet. You’re setting yourself up for disappointments with such high expectations for a relationship that hasn’t even formed yet. It’s also saying that any girl or...
Jan 28th
I just feel
ohheysamm: lost.
Jan 28th
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Jan 27th
Sometimes...
I look at the time and just feel so lost. I wonder, “how has 20 minutes already passed by?” Then later I’ll be sitting in class and just stare at the clock tick away. And my next thoughts are “Why is timing moving so slowly?” I feel the exact same way about the date. “How is that I can’t even remember what happened yesterday?” Every detail blurred...
Jan 27th